We have a Black Moon today, Sun and Moon (and Mercury one degree apart) align in 16° Cancer at 7:14 GMT. They trine Chiron in Pisces and the North Node in Scorpio. Waters heal, these waters go deep, they flow and carry safely. It is a stream of healing consciousness, this Grand Trine. The Black Moon is condensing emotions, dreams, tears. Saturn is stationary direct today at 4°49 Scorpio exactly when the Sun Moon conjunction occurs. The tide is turning. Transformation is ongoing all the time. We should have doublechecked the list of necessary developments by now.
I felt a pressure on my solar plexus the last days. I know the phenomenon. It is a condensed emotion. In earlier years I thought it was anger. But then I learnt it is an energetic block of fear, to protect the heart from potential pain. I have not had this kind of physical perception for some time. At which point I try to protect my heart? Everything was just fine! I enjoy all these celestial bodies in water signs – it helps me to perceive positive emotions I have put in the background for a long time, they are opening up and comforting this slightly paranoid and sceptic Saturn in Cancer. This guy is not exactly a openhearted fellow. He likes to be on the safe side. And would I have listened to him sometimes better, he would have protected me from a certain amount of heartbreak.
The transiting Jupiter sits exactly on my natal Saturn now.
Ambivalence – and fear.
Which path to choose? Which long-term goals to follow?
Freedom and commitment.
A narrow path.
I opened a magic circle before I went to bed last night and asked the Dark Black Moon Lady for guidance in my sleep.
I put an open diary and a pencil beside my bed.
I woke up, there was no dream.
But a strong feeling of love.
This is the path.